i hate goodbyes
my family just left me
i've tried to be tough by not crying infront of them but it was just really hard.i ended up crying like a baby.it wasn't really hard when i was in singapore but it is hard here ,now,cause i feel really far from them ,its indeed far .
my parents used to nag at me and i will just give them whatever kinda face .but i really miss it now .i miss my mom,dad, and 2 stupid brothers.
im feeling empty now.i hate this feeling when i dont know what am i supposed to do .
and ended up crying again
at first when i made my choice to come here ,i felt like i dont really care about it but now i realised i have to be strong ,living here on my own ,not to depend on anyone .
this feeling right now is the same as the feeling when i just left my roomate ,clarissa.
i cried so hard after leaving her ,she is a sister to me ,like my own sister ,she was with me almost for 24/7 .
it was so hard for me to choose to study here cause i love my friends in singapore esp her.
but then again i have to be strong